Insomnia

Sorry, i cannot sleep.
Sleepless night, Sleepless Me.

1. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
- my mom? without her, i am not who i am now.

2. What is the one dream for your life you most look forward to achieving?
- to live a really interesting, motivating and knowledgeable life.

3. Who has the capacity to make you angrier than anyone else in your life, and what in particular does he or she do to make you so angry?
- my eldest brother. he takes hours to make a decision. wait him for about 10 minutes every time before going out. this is a must.

4. Who has the capacity to make you feel loved more than anyone else in your life, and what in particular does he or she do to cause you to feel so lovable?
- ?? i dunno oh. my parents? they always say YES for most of the things i want.

5. How do you feel about yourself—physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually?
- fat, changeable, crazy, strong.

6. When do you feel inspired? How does it feel when you are inspired?
- net surfing. chatting. viewing inspiring photography. i W.O.W when i am inspired.

7. What is the most important thing in the world to you?
- thing? erm....money, if money buy happiness.

8. If you had one day to live, how would you want to spend it?
- with family.

9. When do you feel most afraid?
- when i see cats? haha. i feel most afraid if there are bad things happen to anyone i love.

10. If you could accomplish only one thing during the rest of your life, what would it be?
- explore the WORLD.

11. What bores you? Why is this?
- boring topics bore me. boring topics don't inspire me at all.

12. How important is money to you? How much time do you spend thinking about it?
- not the most important one for me but it's important for life. not more than 5 minutes.

13. What is the role of God in your life? Do you believe there is a God, and if so, what is God like in relation to you?
- God? i am a buddhist. erm, yes i believe there is a God. But religion for me is just simply a believe. it takes a really small part of my life i guessed.

14. What three interests are you most passionate about?
- history and biography, travel and lifestyle, art,design and photography.

15. Who is your biggest enemy, and precisely how and why did this person become your enemy?
- i have no enemies other than laziness.

16. How important is food to you? Do you feel disciplined when it comes to eating?
- good food makes me happy.

17. Does the idea of being married to the same person for the rest of your life sound appealing to you—or not so appealing? What is there about it that you would especially like or not like?
- who is the person? ha ha

18. Do you consider yourself emotionally healthy? In what ways are you especially healthy, and in what ways could you use improvement?
- no, wa, this is the toughest question. emotionally healthy when i am having fun. need improvement for communications.

19. Do you argue very much with the people closest to you? How does it usually turn out?
- yes. because i know that they won't mad of me.

20. What specifically would you like your closest friends to say about you at your funeral?
- funeral? dun curse me. i am still young.

Can i continue to sleep now? NO.

Kasut.

Extremely wishing to get a pair of Nike Air Max sneaker right here, right now, right today, right tomorrow!!!!!!!

there are too many things i want badly.
so many demands, so little money.
having more and more demands each day.
can't even list all those out!!!

When can i own you? little cutie sneaker:))))
i want to wear you on my fatty foot and walk onto the air. *,*
getting crazier soon.
good night.

What does life mean to you? ha ha :DDD

Yo!
how are you today?:)
what did you do on happy friday?

Happy Friday wasn't 'happy' for me...but it wasn't that worst though.
it just might be God wanted me to do more exercises. :D

i supposed that everyone should be happy for movie on happy friday.
but guessed that's not really.
all boys have broken their promises...given up all our so-called 'appointments' or a date? :D

my girls were mad because of this.
just because of somebody said : 男人背后的辛苦你们懂多少？
ha ha ha

i was not really mad of this.
don't take it so serious Man, it's just a date!
i simply not agreed with it.

For me, everyone is striving for better life and painstaking to fulfill their demands.

how do you know actually i am not suffering, she is not suffering, he is not suffering, they are not suffering out there?

Be enlightened Man, don't take everything too serious.
care less, hurt less. :)


haha ok, back to the main title.

what does life mean to you? haha quite a silly question actually.
wanted to talk about it suddenly after received a thundering news about secondary classmates had committed suicide at kuantan.

i had not really talked to him before although we did skipped class together last time.
we didn't know the reason he committed suicide due to he left no words for his family and friends.

do you think commit suicide is a most foolish thing to do in this world?
i have thought about it before. not about commit suicide but about death.
but then the question is not about me myself anymore.
it's about people around me, family, friends who love me.



did he really think before this?
i am in sympathy with your parents, they know nothing about your death.
are they only the machine who born you, watch you grow and see you die?
N.O. no

i couldn't understand those people who wanted to commit suicide.
may be there are really no other choices for them to choose.
but is there anything that cannot be solved by human in this world other than the natural disasters?
heartily wish that he can rest.in.peace and lives a happier life there. :)

What does life means to me then? hahaha
i actually don't know how to answer about this seriously.
but quite simply, i can't live without happiness and motivation. :)



How about you? :)))

By the way by the way, Isetan is now having price cutting now for isetan card members!!
but it will only last for two days. yesterday and today.
i went to buy a luggage yesterday. it has costed me about rm350 after 50% discount.


does it look like a proton? ~.~ :D

it's cheappp and the cheaper one is waiting for you!! :DDD
but then it was too crowded, i have no eyes to look at other merchandises.:DD



hope to use this luggage and fill it up as soon as possible!!! hahaha
i think that it doesn't want to wait for a year as well. :DDD

cheer up, friends.
ta ta

"Love makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place." Zora Neale Hurston

Good evening. :)

i am finally be able to watch this movie!!!:DD
Malaysian production "Ice Kacang Puppy Love (初恋红豆冰）"



Practically, it is just a simple movie about puppy love.
quite a boring movie if you don't really enjoy this kind of love scene.
but it has really reflected our malaysian childhood which has influenced us a lot.

i believe that most of you have already watched it.
what's your comment about this movie by aniu? :)



i don't really understand bout love.
but i am quite agreed with what aniu said in the end of this movie.
can't remember whole dialogue but it's something like this.

"初恋就像吃红豆冰一样， 在还没来得及真正的品尝到红豆冰的味道之前， 红豆冰就已经融化在口里。" botak

totally agreed with this.
puppy love?
it has ended up before we really get to know each other well and taste the true love.
Do you agree with this? :DDD




By the way, i really love the scenes of this movie.
90s of Malaysia, Perfect!
although my brother has told me that he saw a gen 2 in one of the scenes. :DDD
and i am really admire all the drawings and paintings about 打架鱼.





really enviable. really niceeeeeee
wish to be a talented artist and own 李心洁's face. hahahhaa :DDDDD
sorry, i have imagined too much of it.

i am awaiting for this coming friday, saturday and sunday.
hope everyone can enjoy lovely weekend and have fun together.

and please stop talking about Handlebaby's tag " 我接受唔到咯"
because i will really 接受不到 if everyone continues " 我接受唔到咯"
going vomit with this "quote" although it's useful for daily life. hahaha :PPP

Hi, Thailand!

i ♥ the nature . sunshine . skies . ocean . green . energy .

Sawadeeka, everyone!

ko-pun-kaa!

po-kai-mai!

haha, sorry everyone, these are what i have learnt in Thailand.

not really remember what all these meaning actually. :D

i have spent 6 days 5 nights at bangkok and pattaya.

three days for bangkok, 2 days for pattaya.

this trip has costed me about rm1000 in total.

rm500 for the trip included transportation, accommodation, tour guide, shows' tickets ( excluded thai girl show, 69 show, ah gua show, model show ）

and another rm500 for return airfare.

quite a worth trip for us actually.

since we can enjoy many other Clean shows and lived in fine hotels. :)

check out my facebook if you wanna find out more about what i have explored there.

i have been to few interesting places and watched quite a lot nice shows there.

among all tourists' attractions, Pattaya floating market is the one i love the most.

it was a really interesting and inspiring place, selling all different kinds of souvenirs from different parts of Thailand.

just like a living village of Thailand. awesome structure. :)

it reminds me of Japan. haha no la lang at all.

although the weather was extremely hotttt there but i think it was just perfectly tied in with this floating market.

now i would to share about some cute stuffs i bought from Thailand. :D

haha photo hunters, kindly hunt those thai items in this photo. thank you :DDD

these are all handmade items i got from Naraya.

the little cute two boxes with built-in mirror are actually function to keep your lipsticks.

but i make it multipurpose ( to keep coins ) quite usable.

while the little bag with tiny elephant prints seems to have been made to fit in my 50 baht 老夫子 sunglass.

still got many other nice handmade items available in Naraya.

the price is quite reasonable and considered cheap for handmade items.

don't miss to visit this shop when you are in Thailand.

cool disney's stuffs i got from Sun Star ( platinum fashion mall )

i am highly recommend everyone to visit this shop. ( selling functionable school equipments )

some items have really recalled me of my primary school time. ( lunch boxes, "pop-up" pencil boxes, etc )

a nice tote with british flower prints, this was made by canvas material but not made by fabric.

made in Korea? haha this was what the sale girls told me as well.

maybe it was just an excuse to sell it at a higher price.

i bought two, another one with different prints has purchased for mother's day present.

母女bag. :DDD

to record "Journey of Thailand"

haha this is a random photo.

my coolest Shawn Yue!!! hahaaaa :DDDD

"the future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams." Eleanor Roosevelt

Hey!

daily quote for all bloggers,

"the future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams."

Eleanor Roosevelt

i believe in the beauty of my dreams, i believe in yours too!

tell me about your dreams, i would like to share about it. :)

but then i am not sure whether my future will belongs to me or not.

future is blur for me now.

hopefully i will be in Cardiff next year.

haha Desiree Kan told me that Cardiff is a lovely city, cheap living cost too!

i guessed that i will never, ever talk to her again if i am not going to further study in Cardiff. :D

haha i am thinking whether i should adopt a Christian name or not.

like Inspiree Fang..something like that :DDDDD

By the way,

i have just had my haircut for my Thailand trip.

i look sort of stupid now but Jing yi said that i look younger than before.

( meaning that i looked old for last few months. ) :D

Cardiff, See you soon!

an short introduction about Cardiff, UK for you.

( ignore it if this is really pointless for you ) :D

Cardiff (Caerdydd in Welsh, pronounced kard-if)

Introduction
Cardiff is an ancient place with a lot of history but also a modern outlook, and is the capital of the country of Wales. It is also the home to the new Welsh Assembly (a partially devolved government for Wales) and the world-famous Millennium Stadium . Positioned on the Southern Coast of Wales, it has beautiful views over the Severn Estuary and a good deal of seafaring / shipping tradition as a major port.

Cardiff is currently undergoing a huge redevelopment project in the city centre, which has already produced several spectacular buildings and is changing the face of the city.

Quite distinct from any English city (never try calling a Welsh person English!), Cardiff is a cultural focus for Wales. With many million visitors each year, it really is a prime tourist location. However, it is also a gateway to South Wales, from which it is easy to access the rural beauty surrounding it. It is easy to fall in love with this beautiful small country within the United Kingdom.

a twist in my story.

Hi bloggers!!

since kuso loku said "no wonder your english never improve"

( because i have never written a post seriously ) :D

then i think i should improve myself now.

i have been doing nothing during april fool month.

being good-for-nothing and aimless for a month

yet i am still dunno what the heck to do to myself.

i need someone to lead me ( like i am a kid )

cant bear the life being a 21st years old stupid adult.

i thought that i will be better after resigned the so-called "interior designer" job

but then who knows i am still feeling the same...may be even worst

because everyone is working hard for their better life

i dun wan to be the laggard like those stupid senseless ppl who never improve themselves

stay the same since 90s till now.

i have never used my brain for a long time..guessed it has already became a scrap iron.

i really need something new

: new friends, new surrounding, new topics, new knowledge, new activities, new target, new HEART!!

perseverance is all i need!!

i dun want to let my laziness to block my way to strive for my new life!!

goodbye, laziness.

hi, dreams. :)